Bayangan Gurauan

Tak pernah ku alami
Tak mungkin ku hindari
Di himpit perasaan
Bayangan gurauan

Di dalam jaga ku tercari-cari
Di dalam tidur termimpi-mimpi
Siapakah gadis misteri
Melambai dan terus menyepi

Jangan biarkan ku ternanti-nanti
Usah benarkan masa berlalu pergi
Cintamu oh! gadis misteri
Adakah kekal dan abadi

Andai di berikan emas permata
Ku pilih senyumanmu
Andai kupunyai mahligai indah
Ku hadiahkan untukmu

Dalam berjuta bintang berkelipan
Kau bagaikan kejora
Antara ribuan mata menikam
Takkan kubiarkan kau tenggelam

Di dalam jaga ku tercari-cari
Di dalam tidur termimpi-mimpi
Siapakah gadis misteri
Adakah dapat ku kenali
(Belum puas ku temui)

This is song that remind me of A..

He likes this song so much that he send me the lyric years ago.. 

As u can see the lyric in red colour is the verse that he send me...

And, at that time I has no idea at all that the message he send was a lyric of song..

Until one day I accidentally heard that song from somewhere..

And, I'm crying heavily when I know that was a song..

A really nice song, very touching..

And, by the time I know it was verse in a song, we already separated.. 

Click to hear it Bayangan Gurauan-Mega

Even, if I hear that song now or in the time to come..

It still give me such a weird feeling in my heart..

As if my heart was going to explode..

BOOM!!!

Sad isn't it??

To know that we are no longer together as before..

And, to make it worst is,

I can't forget you even for a single second in my life..

Frustrated??

Yes, I am..

 Quote: They say if love becomes painful,It's time to let go and save yourself... but If love is true, Pain is never a reason to let go.

P/S: I hate to admit that I still longing for you so damn much, and at the same that I couple with M already. Some may call me greedy. But, I will say No!! You just don't understand my situation.