This is a post entry about Mr. A..It was a month ago since I last wrote about him since he didn't contact me for the entire January...I don't know what is this feeling but when he didn't contact me for such a long period of time, then he suddenly send a message to me, I'm getting happy all of sudden...I'm just so confuse with myself..Why do I need to feels that way when I do have a boyfriend now...
Well, last 2 days, Mr. A send an out of blue message, it just a normal message asking about myself...Whether I'm fine or not..Then, since the last 2 days, we keep on exchange message between each other...I do feel guilty towards my boyfriends, Mr. M because I still had that feeling to Mr. A even though we are over for almost 4 years..
I keep wondering for how many years more do I have to endure this heart bleeds, because I don't think I can hold the pain anymore...
P/S: Love is difficult, and it sure does painful...Why even bother to falls in love in the first place when in the end, I hurt myself inside...By now, its too late to realize that because I had gone too far in this love thing....
